I can't believeI was so demanding of him and wouldn't listen to his side of it." Darla's mother rushed over to Paul's house. Mary opened the doorwhen...she rang the doorbell and she said she had to talk to Paulimmediately. Mary called him. She then told both of themeverything her daughter had told her. "I have made a terrible mistake and I hope you can forgive me. Ithought you were after my daughter and you weren't. You werehelping her and she told me she kissed you, it wasn't you kissingher.. This woman loved me. I loved this woman. I knew that now.It felt so safe, so nice, laying there besides her. Everything about her was special. Touch, texture, warmth, shape, even smell. She had scars, freckles, beauty marks. She had slightly crooked teeth. One of her eyes was a bit higher than the other. It was all special, all her. I liked how I could wrap my arm around her completely.She would be a surprise to someone who attacked her. It was something demonstrated to me many times over the. I had to point out I couldn't do something that was illegal. I have some money in trust for you, so you don't have to struggle. I don't think there'll be any problem with probate, and I'll handle that for you. We'll just need to get together to deal with tax and so on."Bella sat silent for several minutes. "You were ... close ... to my father, weren't you?"It was the older woman's turn to be silent; her head bowed, she appeared to be studying her hands. Then looking up, at us, we could see the. After a couple of minutes, I will enter the room. You would realize that I am not alone.Nisha – And…Me – You would be shaking with nervousness and excitement. I will ask you to stand on your knees on the bed.Nisha – Oh, god. And then?Me – I will come behind you. I will hug you and kiss you from the back. Then I will hold your right hand with mine. I will lift your hand and put it on something. You will be so shocked and thrilled that you will remove your hand as if you’ve got an electric.