I was on the computer, and the ensuing chat led us to have a very dirty discussion about masturbation and sex. Kristina offered to lend me a "hand" if...I wanted it. And did I? Yes. I was horny, and I desperately wanted to get off. But going there? I wasn't sure.It didn't take long for her to convince me, telling me that since we were friends, it wouldn't get weird, we'd just enjoy ourselves, help each other get off, and the next day go back to life. I took her up on it, with the promise that. Her big breasts bounced up and down wonderfully, and when she stopped bouncing they continued to jiggle for just a couple seconds. She began walking toward the door and I hurried back inside and ran downstairs. She came down as well and I acted like I had just woken up. As I was about to get up she plopped herself down on top of me. My penis was getting a little hard and I could feel the lips of her pussy slightly threw her bikini bottom. Her boobs were right in my face and all I could do. .”“Got me there. Still, we aren’t talking about that. And, as you just said, emotions are a big part of it. I’m not having a bit of trouble with the physical. Hell, you feel wonderful even when I know you’ve had sex with someone not long before me. I’m just trying to figure out the feelings that I’ve never dealt with before. Even if you were monogamous I’d be dealing with the newness of some of them.“Maybe if you had also been a virgin it would be easier but then the sex wouldn’t be so awesome.. I think it's right choice to make, too!" He smiled faintly, pleased to see this young man's intention to be submissive, while struggling with the obvious physical, as well psychological struggle, such long bouts of self-denial-based-obedience placed on him. What had it been now? A week? No, he corrected himself, it had been 10 days! When they'd first began this relationship, two days seemed like a year to the younger man, but now, after patient coaching and encouragement, he'd gone for TEN.