It was midnight but I wasn't asleep. Nor did I even attempt to sleep. I felt like destroying something. My right hand made a fist and pressed hard aga...nst the pillow. I was too afraid to strike the wall in anger, as this would only hurt my knuckles. But knocking a few holes in the wall would satisfy me.Mum and Dad never physically or sexually abused me when I was young, but that doesn't mean they were good parents. Up to the age of sixteen, I was never allowed to sleepover at friends' houses.. .. like friends," Kathy qualified her offer apparently misreading Jessi's expression.When Jessi didn't speak right away she added still misinterpreting,"But I can expense the whole thing so you'd get a free dinner and show." It's not the money ... I can pay my own way it's just that I'll never be able to get a sitter on such short notice," Jessi demurred and that funny feeling, the one she didn't want to think about, stirred again.The disappointed pout the driver gave her was endearing."I'm. "You provide a bit of privileged information, then you do expectation setting. Are we being sneaky?" With Darla Jean? Maybe," Mary replied. "Since I need to give Randall something, probably not, on his end..." Oooookay... One way or another, Darla Jean needs to know about Randy Randall's ever-ready assets. That's probably enough for her; she's already hunting in the brain trust. But she's so bad at it that we'll have to give Randall the word and hope he can carry the ball..." Dina opined."So,. "How does noon at that new place just down the street sound? Let's meet outside at a table." Sure" he said, now losing interest. "I guess that will work."He then finished breakfast and left, kissing me half-heartily on the cheek. Once he was gone, I cleaned up the house and tried to keep busy. 'What was going to happen?' I thought to myself. 'HOW could this be happening and what would happen next?'I packed a baby bag for my daughter and began prepping for my lunch. At 10;30, I put my baby in.