”Holding Tammy’s other hand, Ava spoke softly to Tammy, “Do you remember anything else that could help us?”Tammy replied, “Not really, I fel... so angry with myself for allowing this to happen. I had heard all the rumors about the parties and so called virgin sacrifices. When I was first invited to one of the parties, I turned down the invitations. Looking back, this is when a couple cheerleaders worked their way into my circle of friends. It was these two that gave me the drink as I was leaving.. "You felt that way about me?" asked Britney, butting her way back into the conversation.Dave nodded and then smiled at Britney warmly."That's so sweet," said Britney. She wrapped her arms around Dave's neck and drew him in for a kiss. Shortly after they started their kiss, the maitre'd cleared his throat, indicating that he was ready to seat them."So, what are we doing today?" asked Dave, after they had all sat down."Depends on what you like to do," said Britney. "There are all sorts of things. I've promised to bargain for immunity from disclosure. I didn't guarantee anything and I didn't say anything about perjury," he smiled. "No one is going to get away with anything." And when I'm out, will I have a criminal record?" No, absolutely not. You will be pardoned and your record expunged. I'll insist on that." I'm almost afraid to hope, Calvin. I had given up the idea that I would be out of here any time soon. I even thought about suicide in the early days. I'm over that now, but if. But at the same time as she drew me in, what she was, the way she had lived her life, made me pull back in horror. I knew that my very strict upbringing had a lot to do with my reactions, I hadn’t completely freed myself from my father’s influence it seemed. It made me really angry at myself, that I couldn’t separate the essence of a person, the being, from the life choices that person had made, the doing. The constant measuring of people’s true values was just too exhausting… I looked at my.