Anyway one weekend my parents went away then Geoff happened to turn up and I’m sure he knew my parents wouldn’t be there but I didn’t say anythi...g, I invited him in for a drink and after he finished he said he better head home seems my parents weren’t there but I took the plunge and asked him if he’d like to stay anyway, “we could invite my uncle round and we’ll have a few drinks2 I suggested. That sounds great he replied. So he bought his stuff in and got settled in while I called Rodger to. He’s a sad one, that one. He flies to hunt, to eat, but I believe in my heart he is really searching for something.’ ‘For what, Pa?’ ‘For his mate, for a falcon to share his life, to wheel through the sky, to cry out in joy!’ ‘He can’t find a lady falcon?’ ‘Not yet, but perhaps some day he will’ ‘When, when, Pa?’ a child’s impatient urgency welling up in Tanya’s voice. ‘Maybe in the spring. Maybe we’ll see him with a mate then.’ ‘Is he sad, Grandpa?’ ‘Yes, child, he is. I can see it in his. I pratim mu koliko toliko izraz lica u retrovizoru,cutao je jedno vreme i vidim polako krece mu ruka izmedju sedista i polako polako tektek dodirne joj d**gi samo prstom dotakne pa polako stavi celu saku preko jedne sise i samo tako drzi i nepomera maj vidim da uziva ali se ne pomera nista nereagije trebalo mu je par minutada krene malo da ih mazi sa tom jednom rukom preko odela ,onda se oslobodio i pokusavao da obgrli prednje sediste da bi mogao joj dirati grudi sa obe ruke maja je samo. He quit caring. He almost quit living. What would be the point to my death? Just one more body decaying on the motorway with an eon of grief to speak on. His mind sometimes bothered him more than the situation. It was a clear day for once. The radiation was minimal and the sun was actually shining brightly through the dank clouds. He still felt so ill, but he smiled at his good fourtune of seeing such a lovely sight. He walked for miles, not caring where he was going. He only knew that this.