Instead, a more lurid, fleshly, Technicolor vision had become more prominent. Indeed, everything about women was now something altogether different. T...ere was no longer a divide between those girls that were much the same age as me and therefore inherently uninteresting, and those older than me whose main purpose in life was to provide sweets, medicaments and lunch-boxes. There was a new species of woman that I was becoming aware of and, like everything else that was important to me, this woman. Peace and quiet.You rested your butt on the table and put your hands on the table with a very inviting look on your face. What a damn tease, I kept thinking. I immediately took the invite, went between your now open legs, and kissed your lips, while holding your face in my palms. We smiled, delighted with this engagement, and continued making out, my hands slowly going up and down your body as if exploring, wanting to feel every part of you. You removed your jacket, and I started to run my. .. I will be so frustrated!’‘You’ll like it more later if I tease you now, ‘ he promised. ‘And if you slather yourself with oil, you’ll definitely need a shower.’ He let the last word hang in the air and then disappeared to find said oil.Several minutes later I was perched on the lay back chair, enjoying the feeling of the oil soaking into my skin as I rubbed it on. I was struggling with my back when Jason suddenly appeared from the shadows.‘Let me, ‘ he said, like some sort of perfect. I feel no sympathy though. He was wrong for what he did and I was wrong so we shouldn't see each other. But sometimes I find myself fantasizing about him, even though I hardly remember him. I don't even remember what It felt like when we laid selfishly in each others arms. I do remember the panty fetish. How he pressed them against his nose and inhaled deeply, taking in all of my sent. The musky and salty smell left from the precum. Vivid images of his body roam my mind freely, invading my.