My Mom suggested that I wear my sisters prom dress and ask my brothers friend G. from college to take me. “Mom.I dont wear a dre...s and I aint no gay”Mom “I know butt I bet you can have alot of fun..Beats sitting home alone playing video games. Beats watching TG porn which I found on your computer.”“Mom”Mom was so right.I always liked my long hair and made it look girly at times.I thought it over for a few days and told her. There didn’t seem to be a rhyme or reason to how they were shelved. Novels alongside history. Books of art sandwiched by autobiographies. It was a mess, really. Here and there I pulled something out that looked interesting and set it on the floor behind, while Joey, bless his heart, did the same on the wall to my right. Minutes passed quickly, turning into an hour, and then two, the pile of books growing slowly, my brain growing numb as well. “Could use a bite,” Joey said, breaking the. "I smiled and said, "I know. I already feel like some of these people are the best friends I've ever had."She nodded and said, "Some of them are. See you Monday."It felt kind of strange to be signing all those employment papers when I have that huge check in my pocket. But I went through everything with the extremely thorough young woman who was very helpful except that she absolutely refused to let me turn down the company car.I posed for a picture for my ID card and that concluded our. " Other way round girlfriend," replied Jess. "Your body is respondinglike a heterosexual girl, but you got a brain of a lesbian." Whatever Jess, what if I don't change back? I can't go through lifewith conflicting sexual reactions like this." Listen Dave, Sophie, whatever. We'll leave now if you like, go back tomy room and wait there until midnight, If you change back, thenbrilliant, if not, we'll work it out one way or another. I'll doanything I can to help you through this."So we left and.