How did he find it?”“That’s the thing. He was snooping on my phone. I thought I’d hidden it. I almost deleted it so many times, but I didn’t...”“And he has no idea who it was?”“None. And it drives him crazy. But it would serve no purpose for him to know. It wouldn’t change anything, because I did it and we’re through, but it could upset a few other people. And it doesn’t seem fair. He cheated on me too, Zach. It was a few years ago, but I forgave him.”They talked and talked and drifted into that. When bedtime came and I got up there to make surehe wore his prettiest satin babydoll nighty, I instructed him in my mostamenable voice how to insert and use it 'just like the girl in thestory' because whether he liked it or not, in the end a genitallyhandicapped girl like him would have to learn to accommodate 'her man'sooner or later. Anyway, once I tucked my darling in to play with hisdelightful new toy in private, I left him with the friendly but urgentsuggestion that he should imagine. " I smiled and took off my clothes. I went to kneel down in front of him.I stopped and asked him, "did you play with your dick while watching me?" He looked shocked that I would ask. "Did you? Did you play with your dick while I was fucking that other guy?" He didn't say anything. "Did you like watching him lick me, suck on my tit's, cum in my mouth? Did you like that?" His dick was getting harder by the second. He really liked it. I got up and turned my back to him, "I don't want you to fuck. There’s a difference ... I think.”After a moment I asked, “Do you watch porn?”“Errr, no. I saw a porno flick in college.”“No, no, no. While you’re here you buy at least five DVDs that turn you on and take them home. You set up the DVD player in the bedroom, and you watch them with Pam while you’re both naked and playing with each other’s genitals. Follow your bliss after that. Use the films for ideas of things to do and try to each other. Get worldly. God, I thought everybody did that.”Sean.