2 150 pounds, he told me, bring me that bottle of whisky is in the cabinet, I said ok, he drunk half bottle he had small bag on the table with white p...wder, he was snorkel cocaine, he asked me where is you sister I told him in the back yard, I went to my room, he kept to snorkel the powder heavily and drinking for half a hour, and he got up, he went to his room, I was watching him from room , I left the door little open, his room had window view to the backyard, my sister a was there laying on. Master had used hot sauce on my tongue when I used a curse word he did not allow and one other time. I knew I was in big trouble although his face did not seem to betray his displeasure with me. I nodded to my Master and rushed downstairs. I could hear my mom and dad watching TV in the living room, which I would have to cross to get to the laundry room. I hadn’t brought with me anything to launder, however, so going into that room would make no sense to them. I certainly couldn’t tell them I. ‘If you don’t believe me, go check out the drawers in the room, I’m sure you’ll find all of your stuff neatly put away just like you always do.’ I hesitated, there was no reason for me to go check right now and prove him right, I could check later, ‘I believe you, I just… I don’t remember anything and it’s driving me crazy!’ Sympathy washed over his face and his voice gentled to a low bass that had me holding my breath, ‘I understand sugar, why don’t you go lay down and we’ll get you better in. It's okay. You said no and he didn't force you. It's all good. Let's get back out there now."I went back out and drank my unfinished drink. The buzz hit me real hard. I was drinking on an empty stomach and I felt myself losing control and every care in the world. I was tipsy and ready for the “real” party to get started.So I stood up and asked the guys what they thought of my outfit. “You look good, girl,“ one of them said. The others echoed the same approval and I grabbed the hem of my skirt.