I had nothing in mind. I just went to her and held her face and kissed her so wildly that i felt my body was on fire.She put her hands into my shirt a...d i put my hands into her top. The moment i touched her skin she let out a heavy breath. Her breath made me dizzy. I kissed all over her face gently and slowly. I then took off her top. And she wasn’t wearing anything inside. I saw two round breasts on which there were perfect pink nipples like cherries on a cake. I wasn’t able to control. Once in a while I'll look at a girl and wish Iwas her, and when I looked at Maddie throughout the pageant I justreally, really wanted to be her and win the pageant.I realise I always write to you when I want to be Maddie.Anyway, I'm going to get up early and take her to breakfast, so I've gotto get to bed. Just, well, you know, I just want to not feel like thissometimes. It's weird. I keep hoping but I don't know if it's worth it.Anyway. See you around, Atnas.Please?6.Atnas;It's been a while. Her arms were bare and her pert tits were pushed up by the black, silk basque. A very small thong did nothing to hid her cunt lips and the black, fishnet stockings hugged her shapely legs, held perfectly by the suspenders. She even had Jill’s four inch high stiletto heeled shoes on.“I know you liked her dressing up for you,” she said, her voice no longer a girls but the soft purr of a wanton whore. “I’ve seen these.”I looked on the table. Our pictures. Photos of our most intimate sex. He allowed me and off i went.I had to go to the main reception to get toilet keys (toilets neve stayed open during lesson times). Got key and unlocked door and entered toilet.As i was washing my hand another boy David a year below me came in, he was just washing his hands looking at me, i thought nothing of it, then Ben a boy a year older entered toilets as well. He was a big guy and everyone was scared of him, including me.David the younger boy just smirked at me and started unzipping his.