I cant help it. I have to try. I don’t want you to do this. I have to try and escape. I kick and I clench my teeth.You shove me away, focused on you... pain.I try to get away, off of the bed, to the bathroom. You catch me.You tie me over the foot of the bed.You tried the nice way. you tried to treat me better than what I am, better than the dirty teasing whore that you know I am. But I couldn’t be grateful, could I?You get the tube of deep heat.You slowly open the tube, spreading it on your. He's the one who said a rich girl couldn't understand what the rest of us were like and what it was like not to have everything handed to us. I didn't believe him then and I don't now. I didn't even know I'd repeated it out loud."She looked at her feet as she thought about that for a few seconds, then looked back at me. "Tommy, do you think it was a mistake? I mean moving in together?" I honestly don't know. Sometimes it seemed like maybe it was a mistake and other times it just felt right, but. Chachu bola yeah kunawri gaand to bohut hi tight hai, yeah bol kar us nay meri kamar pakrri aur zor say lund ko dhakka dia aur lund ka topa ek jhutkay say andar ghus gia. Dard ki ek tez lehr meray gaand say uthi aur puray badan main phail gai … main nay apni cheekh to dabali laikin aankhon main aansoo aagaiy. Woh bhi ruk gia, us nay mujh ko bohut hi tight pakrra hua tha aur topa meri gaand kay andar dhansa hua tha aur bola “ jaan yeah dard bardasht karley phir aagay aur bhi kam dard hoga aur us. I am – we are helping people who wish to be helped. The school thinks we are doing a good job. They say they will give me money to help if I go to college to become a teacher. When they first said that, I was very excited. I like this teaching. But I think that I don't want to be a teacher like Pat. Pat and Brindy tell me stories of what goes on in schools.All my students here want to be here. In Pat's class many of her students do not want to be in school and they become problems. I do not.