I have been gay for as long as I can remember. I have always lusted after men. As with most crossdressers, I have tried to be (normal) but have always...returned.I even got married and still am officially. Very rarely did I get hard for sex and was often punished for my failure, ordered to lick her out. I only enjoyed the punishment and luckily, she found sex elsewhere.Many encounters leading to my first anal and my introduction to crossdressing by the man who took my virginity.I was addicted.He. I swallowed him deeper into my throat sucking him as if my life depended it, while sucking my clit and fingering me he picked me up in the 69 position and carried me to a bench where he gently put me down, never removing his fingers from my pussy. As he moved his fingers twisted and turned inside me, I started cumming and he started to finger fuck me fast and hard, I was in another world, I came hard, my body shook so violently he had to hold me so I wouldn’t fall off the bench. We sucked,. That way,” he added.“You are one of those, are you?” the woodcutter muttered. “Can only go forward. It’s a hard world if you can’t go back.”“Yes, it is,” Steven answered. “Is there another way to go? A path around the lake, perhaps?”“Well, now that you ask,” grumbled the woodcutter, “I suppose Rayna would have my beard if I didn’t take you on. Come with me.” The little man led Steven off the path and on the other side of the bushes Steven saw a small boat anchored just out of sight from the end. ..It had been a hot night in early July, and they had just come from a small dinner party at the home of Kirk's parents in Santa Rosa, over a hundred miles north of the college both were attending at that time. The dinner had been given in honor of the soon-to-be-wed couple, and both their parents---as well as a select group of their respective relatives---had been present. There had been several bottles of California vintage champagne consumed during the course of the evening, and she and Kirk.