She looked into his eyes and nodded her understanding. She said, "I never thought about why you did the things that you did, only that I was a captive... Now I see why you do them, and I understand what the Cheyenne people were saying now about stopping the white man, before it was too late. I never knew what they were doing, and I never would have thought about it as bad, without seeing this. They should all be killed and driven back to their own lands."Fighting Hawk smiled at her and said, "You. She wanted to go. She just didn't expect to see all that she encountered. She's a tough old bird and she will recover. Don't worry about her, worry about yourself. Are you tough enough to stand up and be a rock for her? She has done all she can for you, now it's your turn to be the strong one. You can handle it, I know you can. Take yourself in hand and be the person she can depend on; the leader she needs right now." OK, I'll try. But I just never expected to see her fall apart the way she did. .. you know ... tonight," said Gidget."Okay, let's do something else. What would you like to do?"Gidget leaned forward. "How do you do that?!" she practically gasped. "All I could think of all day long was what I was going to do with you tonight ... what I was going to get to feel again. How do you just turn it on and off like that?" I can't turn it on and off. I was looking forward to this too, but if it's not a good idea then that's more important than letting my lust control me." He smiled.. I assume you’ve got something nice to drive.”They had struck an instant rapport and Kat very much liked his boldness in wanting to turn the afternoon around. It’s not very often that any of her father’s employees would act in such a way that displeased the man or acted this way with her. Without much effort, Kat knows exactly where things are headed. Her inner slut was fully awake, but she had to remind herself that it is still important that she keep control over things and not him. “Of course.