I was serious when I told you that I feel like a totally different woman today then I did yesterday. I really can not believe how my stupid, naive, ar...haic attitude about sex has deprived me of enjoying sex and has really made me depressed throughout much of my life. It is really terrible that I allowed this to rule my life and keep me down. When I was your age, the church was adamant about purity and its values to a marriage. My mother piled onto that message with her own version of a woman's. I would hate for a stray bullet to hit you." She ran toward the back of the house.I turned down the hallway and stopped at the first closed door I came to. It was only a few steps, but I figured they must know I was coming. I stood so that I was not directly in front of the closed door, and used to my left hand to turn the doorknob. Bullets came flying through the door before it was even opened. I do not know if it was nerves or simply disregard for human life that caused the shooting to start. I got to be pretty good at giving her orgasms, even some big ones at times. I got very used to being between her legs licking her and probing her with my fingers. Then on the week of my seventeenth birthday, she said I was old enough to make love to her. "She told me she was on the pill and that she wanted to be my first lover. She said she needed to be as wet as I could make her so I gave her a good tonguing, then got up between her legs and did it. Pushed it in. It really went in fairly. I continued dancing, playing with different people, snoging with different girls. At some point, I started touching and kissing some woman who seemed to be the one wearing THAT perfume. We made contact without saying a single word, as it is usual in that situation. Enjoying each other's mouth, and enjoying feeling each other's hands going further each time. After a funny while, she ended pulling me to a corner where some handles were placed in order to try different sex positions.It was then.