Yes, I bought bras at Sears (for my “Mom” or “girlfriends”), not caring what looks I got. D-cups were the biggest I could find, back then. The... later, out on my own, I had woman’s apparel catalogs sent to my apartments, including bra catalogs, which is where I got my current Glamorize 56J lovelies (in white and black). I am pleased to say they will do me the honor of each cup holding two wadded-up bath towels as “breasts”, if stretching the elastic a bit, and wearing a 6X nightie or a very. I can't tell you why, but no, thatseems not feminine."That was what she wanted. She was perfecting her presentation. It wasan interesting exercise and I enjoyed being a part of it. I felt that Iwas helping her while she was helping me.Of course, I was paying her, but she was just saving it up. She lived ina room in my house, she ate with me, and never wanted to go out. Wewould sit together and read. Sometimes there was something that we couldboth watch on TV, such as a major gold. I simply won't. You can't barge into my room and tell me tostrip. This isn't Chippendales. I want to be left alone. You told meto go to my room as punishment. Isn't that enough? If you respectedmy wishes, you'd leave me in peace." Kirk," Blair said quietly, "She knows. I told her everything. Sheknows about the Big Pill, the ho-mones and the crossdressing. She evenknows that you've got girl's boobs and that you see yourself as theonly transsexual in this family. You may as well take. "What was up?" I wished I could tell you but that if I do you would not want to befriends any more." Why, that's daft."I could feel my eyes start to well up with tears, this had beenhappening a lot just lately my stomach was in knots and I could nothelp my self.Steve put his arm around my shoulder and said in a soft voice, "Come ontell me what's wrong?" Well..." I said slowly and then I stopped myself. The tears started toreally flow now I covered my face with my hands and sobbed.Steve gave me.