I admired her eccentricity. I always felt open with her, because she treated me with love and respect. And so, the details emerged naturally, without ...dmonition. June had really spilt the beans. Nothing had been spared.To sum up, Joan took the position that, like all young people finding their way, I was entitled to experiment. I knew she was not happy about some details, not necessarily because she found them distasteful, but because she knew how my mother would feel about them. And for this,. " I came clean. Bit late for worrying about awkwardness now."Dan! I'm Fleur. I'm expecting... Brian?"I nodded."Come in, I've just put on a pot."She led me to a couple of straight-backed chairs at a solid-looking oak desk, hips swaying in a black silk robe; she was about my height in her high heeled black boots.I sat, she poured the tea, front teeth gently biting her lower lip in concentration, giving me a moment to compose myself. Her lipstick was a deep red, almost purple, shocking in her pale. Aur hum log bhi dance kar rahe the. Meri padosi aunty jinke ghar me shadi thi wo mujhe boli ki mujhe unke ghar rukna h. Aur main apni mummy ko batayi ki padosi aunty mujhe apne ghar rukne ke liye bol rahi h to meri mummy bhi man gayi. Aur main padosi aunty ke ghar ruk gayi. Mujhe ek uncle dekh rahe the. Aur wo mujhe hawas bhari najro se dekh rahe the wo dikhne me acche the. Aur wo mujhe baar baar dekh rahe the. Wo uncle mujhse baaten karne lage. Aur mujhe apne bare me bhi bataye. Aur shadi me. I kept drafting some conditions and scrubbingthem out. I wanted to surprise her with what I was planning to do to her, butI didn't want to scare her away before she started. I therefore had to makeit as vague and alluring as possible. I failed, but I did enough. "We'll do it this weekend," I wrote. "The only conditions of your employmentare that you'll be my slave from the time we get to my house on Friday evening.I won't permanently hurt you physically, and I won't tell anyone or show youoff.