” Even as a eighteen year old girl, I was aware of two things when she talked to me about anything sexual, first of all I could tell that she would ...e getting aroused just by the way she would move her butt as I’m talking to her, I once read a book on what you can tell about a person just by their body movements. But then again maybe she read the same book because I would get aroused by answering her questions. “Well, it’s the only way I know how, and I know that it will sound kind of c***dish. Apparently, she was angry. She didn't say hello or anything."You miserable son-of-a-bitch!" she spat at me.I quickly chose honey over fists."Kathy, darling, my favorite sister-in-law, how pleasant of you to stop by. To what do I owe this honor?"She glared at me because she knew what I was trying to do."How many times have you spurned me for trying to seduce you? I know she's cute 'cause she's the baby, but why would you just fuck her when you’ve ignored me when I've been trying all these. To ab time waste na krte hue sidhe point pe aata hu ye koi story nahi he ye real ghtna he. Jis aunty ko me satisfy kr raha hu unki ek relative he uska name karishma(name changed) bahut badhiya maal he yaaro kya batau ek baar karishma ne daksha ko apni problem batayi(wo dono ek dusre se problems share krte he) ki uska pati use thik tariqe se satisfy nhi kr pata or uski pyas adhoori reh jati he or unka man krta he ki kisi bahar wale se affair kia jaye to aunty ne unko mana kr diya ki nhi ise unki. ..?I think that what had happened to Karen, and now to me was and even the harsh brutality of it was ever so appealing especially to me. After this situation and at least in my fantasy's, were are about women like me that that only need a threat or a little abuse, that could easily end up in situations where they have no choice and will do exactly what they are told especially by forceful black men! Again I was influenced by my submissive upbringing and the fact that my father was a big good.