. . and?" Grandad undressed me and himself and we lay on a mattress and he played and then fucked me." While this was going on where was my dad?" Watc...ing." He watched you with your grandad?" Jade breathed her face a picture of disbelief."Yes then he fucked me too. It was soooo beautiful."Jade looked stunned at her best friend, perfect mouth open in horror; full lips still, unable to move. Gradually the truth sunk in and she reacted."You slut!" she eventually said vehemently. "You dirty slag". "Kajira, Bara!? One of the lead men shouted at her.?I don’t understand,? cried Sophie covering her breasts with crossed arms.Using the wooden shaft of his spear the young man who had spoken whacked Sophie’s still damp bottom hard..."AAARGH!"?One...? he counted."OOOOWWW!" he was caning her and it hurt!Two..."NOOOO!"Three..."PLEA...OOH!"Four..."OOHHHH!"Five...Sophie's head sunk...the man smirked and grabbed her by the chin..."You are my bitch now, Kajira ...so be good, obey, and your body will. Let me tell you, it had been decades since I had the “that’s not it” speech. So I had to stop him and began the re-education and retraining of sexuality and relationship.The very first thing I had to do was explain the difference between online entertainment and interacting with someone in real life. Cindy’s hardcore example was dead on. She said, “porn presents the idea that every man loves to come on a woman’s face and every woman loves it!” Reality? No. Actually not every man enjoys. And now it seems I don’t need this life, and when I am standing in the flames I will know I was brave enough to die. So when you are standing in the shadows just know you will never be forgotten for I will still be standing there at your side forever, so rage against the dying of the light. Remember when we visited the old prison at North Point and the silent truths that could be read there in the writing on the walls of that silent tomb? Those we were able to read because it would one day help.