. I'm waiting until I can look at her without feeling sad, you know? I'm getting there. A lot of the stuff that she left me helps--I'm just not ready ...o see her every time I walk in here. I took down her picture in my room at my grandma's house, too. They were all over the rest of the house. When I first got here, I thought I'd miss them. But, I think I needed a break from... everything."Seth rolled over until he was half over me, his chin resting on his arms, crossed over my chest."Can I ask. First my cock went soft from being nervous, but as I started to talk to them, I got hard again. They said that they've been seeing me, on and off, for the last couple of years. That's why they find a place to hide near where I walkon the weekends. Now I was getting really hard. As my cock got harder, they kept looking at it and smiling.One of the girls, Terece, I think is what she said her name was, said she really liked watching me especially just before I got my clothes. I guess. I just looked at him helplessly, not able to speak. Tochukwu got up and came over to sit closer to me. He slipped an arm around me, mostly hidden by the booth, and held me tight while I settled down. Our drinks came and I took a big gulp."What is it, Sochi?" He didn't use my office name - Sochima - and that little thing made me feel better."I ... had a bad few days," I managed to say."Was it something I did?" he asked.He was such a sweet man. What could he have done? We had a great couple days. “I’m sorry, it’s not very sexy, for you?”“Oh no, I like your face too.”She frowned, “Are you on a laptop, or a phone?”“I’m on my laptop.” I don’t need a phone, but I got up, and unplugged it. Got on the bed, and lay down.“Huh!” She sat up, “Let me turn over,” then she put her phone down, and all I could see was her ceiling. She had one of those that look like they’re made up of metal bars, with.