I ran outside to breathe and soon, my erection went away. I heard Lucas leave the house and went back in. Now that the house is empty, I went snooping...around the house since I had nothing else to do. I went to Taylor’s room and saw many things. I saw lacrosse sticks, trophies, weights, and messy clothes. I even saw that he had Playboy magazines, a fleshlight, and a cumsock. I thought to myself that it was typical for a straight teen boy to have those in his room. I went into Matt’s room and saw. And I should have known better than to go down the path of temptation. It was summer, two years ago. I was leading a six-week program for American college students in Italy. My wife was going to come over for two weeks after the classes ended. With her visit in mind, I got a really nice furnished flat. Classes started, and I enjoyed teaching in the morning and having my afternoons to do errands and to practice my Italian. Despite Skype, though, it was lonely, especially in the evenings and on. Everyone’s eyes were always on her. I once had that attention myself but no longer needed it or wanted it.I even enrolled at our local college to earn a business degree as it was daddy's wishes and also part of my deal on working for him. My classes were either early morning or late afternoon so I was able to still work and be with him. I knew most of those in college as most were from my high school and I was not fearful of them. My best friend Stacy went there as well. I dressed plainly not. The problem with girls my own age is that they don’t ‘make the move’, and I’m not just talking ‘sexually’, they won’t even say ‘hi’ first. Granted I’ve only gotten head, and it’s only been from two women, my mom and Mariola, but older women don’t play the games these younger girls do. So while I may be able to take charge of my mom’s mouth, I still couldn’t figure out how to ask a girl out.This all changed on my last day of work. See I was still in school, so once summer ended, I had to quit my.