Involuntary shudders. Katherine burst out crying he was in bad shape. ‘I didn’t mean to have this happen, Steven.’ She said through sobs. Steven...finally focused upon Katherine’s face seeing her cry. He panicked thought he must have hurt her. He pulled her to his body, hugging her. Steven’s mind drifted back to that millisecond before she caused him to crash into his orgasm. That one was for the books. He could feel every nerve in his body react. He was falling towards earth without a parachute.. Where is she?" I questioned as I plopped down into one of the kitchen chairs. "I'm not sure. She came downstairs about an hour ago and said she was going out for a while. She seemed...upset. I couldn't quite place it, but there was something wrong with her. She said she didn't want to talk about it, so I dropped it. Hope everything is okay with her," Carolyn explained with a hint of affection in her voice.It was hard for me to not hang my head in shame. I felt like a complete tool...a total. It's the most incredible thing you can imagine, and we had it. Whatever happened, we had that. It made everything good.When she found that she could visit my dreams, we thought that would be a lot of fun, but neither of us had managed to work up the courage to try it again.It made sex so fantastic that it was scary. A couple of times, we had gotten confused about who was who. I would see the red hair over my shoulder and not know it wasn't mine. Neeka would play with my boobs using my hands. Yes, I can be a bit paranoid when it comes to safety. You work with aviation ordnance in the military for a full enlistment and tell me it doesn't make you a bit cautious. If not, then best you stay clear of me when I work. Thank you very much.I took courses on welding, carpentry, pottery, and survival craft. I built a small forge and learned to smelt copper, tin, and iron from ore I dug up, with the help of my ladies. I learned to recognize different types of silicate sands, to make heat.