‘The first paddle I want to show you is our double paddle. It’s longer than a normal paddle and it paddles each cheek at the same time.’ Then th... spanking demonstration started. Jane first showed her all of the paddles they had. The ones with the holes in them really stung my bottom. She also would let my wife try swinging the various paddles, so I was being spanked by both Jane and my wife. I was doing pretty good until she got to the riding crops. ‘Watch how you can use this,’ Jane said. Then. The TV had gone to a screen with a 'Live' banner across the bottom. When I saw Sheriff Foster step up to a podium, I pointed and said, "Turn that up please. I'd like to hear this."Bud raised the clicker and ran the volume up just in time to catch the obligatory 'please hold your questions until the end' request that would doubtless go unheeded. When the camera flashes subsided and the noise level dropped Sheriff Foster read a short statement from a piece of wrinkled paper."By now you all will. "Heidi, I think you better leave. I'm sorry, but my feelings for you are too intense. Right at the minute I don't know if I love you or hate you. Take some of the chili and a bottle of wine. At least your trip over here won't be a total loss." Okay Miles, call me sometime. You know we have never talked about my affair. We should. I'd like to get beyond the guilt I feel. I fucked your life up and I know I fucked up my own. In other words I fucked our lives up. We won't ever be able to salvage. We discussed that no matter how much we both think we might like to try a cuckold relationship; there was no way to predict how it would affect our feelings for one another. She might prefer to be with the stronger, big-cocked man, especially after seeing me in a submissive, cock sucking role. And I might see her as a slut and want nothing more to do with her after seeing her become a slut and screaming for joy while being fucked royally by a dominant man. If either result occurred, the.