" LaShaunda, you want me to put a contract on our love??" You did the same with me," I said, "And I DO love you and care for youvery much, but I just ...ant to be sure that my boys have the options tolive their lives the way they want to, when they are older. I don'twant them trapped as black females when they do not want it." Ok, ok, ok, understandable," said James, "I will sign it." I'm sorry," I said as he quickly dashed off his signature, "I didn'tmean to be a buzzkill, but I just don't want. He just showed some videos and pics of mine. I just stood still with tears in my eyes. He came near me and wiped the tears and said please don’t cry honey just cooperate me. You will be fine.Me: okay Shyam.The time was around 12.00.He: come on honey, we are going out now.Me: where Shyam?He: Just come honey. I will take you.He took me to the same tattoo parlor where he took me before. When we went inside the shopkeeper greeted us with a smiling face and told us to wait for few mins.The truth is. It had split along the seam where the right cup attached to the body band, and she was crying, and obviously upset. I pretended not to have noticed, and slipping out of the door, I listened to their conversation.'I was only reaching up to the shelf for some books, and it just went', sobbed Tanya.Mum grasped her hand. 'And they sent you home just for that?''Yes! I... I tried to hold it together, but when I grabbed at it, some of the buttons on my blouse came undone, and... and... all the girls. Lauren was right and I can still feel the slight aftereffects of her riding crop, which at the time was a sexy idea, but now the dull sting, mixed with my overactive mind, just adds on to my already growing anxiety.I’m about to head to the kitchen to get coffee when I hear a knock on my door. It’s only 8am and my team usually gives me the morning hour to settle in and respond to emails and I can’t imagine Jackie would be stopping by for one of our normal morning chats. I call out for the person.