I looked at what was there and found full cut white satin frillypanties, a white satin bra with layers of lace, and a white satinsuspender belt. There...was a white bouffant layered petticoatconsisting of four layers of white net trimmed with white satinribbons and lace with a white satin top section. The petticoatwas short and come to about mid thigh, just longer than mystocking tops. Beside the lingerie there was a white dress withsmall red roses decorating the fabric. It had a full skirt,puffy. I wait till the girls go in the bathroom, throw the pillow on the floor and go to the bathroom. I throw the tissue in the small waste basket under the sink and clean up. I hera the girls talking and go to the room and knock. The girls chime in and say "Come in" I walk in and tell them goodnight and not to be up all night. The girls say ok, they won't, and then tell me goodnight. I close the door and head for my own bed room. (Let me describe my bedroom; it has a large king size bed, A tv and a. Amber stayed in the hospital for two days and the doctor strongly cautioned Kate and I that Amber is not to go back to her apartment for several days but to stay with friends or family so as not to further induce additional trauma. With Amber's family several hours away it was only natural she came home with us. Kate and I spoke with the doctor about getting Amber totally away for a retreat and told the doctor about my family ranch and she thought that was a fantastic idea. I called my parents. ...Believe me, it happens all the time - I mean it's not like you made a full blown mess, that's what some of our clients do, you know. That's different. Just give 'em to me when you're ready." I was relieved. Still felt a little guilty but I took him at his word. I hadn't even tucked my self in yet, which is maybe a good thing or I might not have detected the seepage until far too late. In the meantime, with all the activity and Ronni's comings and goings, I had shrunk into an advanced.