As Jennifer was talking, she reached out and touched Allen on the arm and he jumped and quickly pulled his arm back. Jennifer must have thought that s...e scratched him with a fingernail and she reached out to touch the spot on his arm and when she made contact Allen jumped and pulled his arm away again. That seemed to put an end to their conversation.That evening I decided I would stay with Allen. I found it easier to forgive him for his fling knowing that I could trust him in the future and. I was watching the woman straight into her eyes and we kept the eye contact for few seconds. While we were passing near them she decided to take off her top bikini part and take some sun on the nice tan lines that she already had.She had C cup breasts and beautiful light nipples. That moment kinda got me excited and I took the courage and asked if the loungers next to them are free. She said yes of course they are free, so we sat there next to them. I introduced myself and my girlfriend did the. When I came back home I was greeted by John who was sat on the 'shag' chair in the living room, 'hey sexy' he said and smacked my ass before I sat down', where's everybody?' 'mum and Tiff are upstairs with dad having a private chat, they said they wanted to give me and you a bit of privacy', 'okay' I said, John leaned in and kissed me, I love you, know that don't you?', 'yeah, of course I do babe' I said, then I realized what he was doing , he was cutting up pictures of him and his ex slag. "Damnit. She wasn't wrong. It was a possibility that was always inthe back of my mind, but one I didn't want to consider. I think Iwould be happier if I'm just a manifestation of some psychosis inAlly's head and therapy or drugs could make me disappear so that shecould live her life again. There were other things she didn'tmention. If I stayed, I honestly didn't know what my sexuality or mygender identity would be at that point. And even if I figured thatout, what if I wanted to get.