I would sneak into her room at night, she would talk about boys. She would tell me to pretend she was a boy and we would kiss, kiss for hours. I learn...d to suck her tongue and to kiss her deep. It didn't stop there, she showed me provocative nasty stuff too. She would suck and drool on my fingers and tell me "That's what you do to a man's penis, Makes them hard and excited like the the bulls when they mount the cows."I would practice sucking her fingers. She told me "Men like to see a woman.". I heard some sound of something move as I was disturbed in sleep. I slowly open my eyes to watch what was happening. I was dumbstruck seeing that. My cousin was in bathrobe and applying cream to her body. She was doing it not facing me. She was thinking that I may be sleeping. Suddenly she removed the bathrobe and was completely nude facing mirror and enjoying her beauty in mirror. I had an instant hard on seeing this. She was perfectly figured. I saw her ass which was 36 for sure. Then she. I just gritted my teeth togeather and tensed up for pain to come. And it did HURT! I thought I was going to be ripped in half when he pushed into me! He did not go slow or anything like that, he just pushed and pushed and pushed, as quickly and hard as possible. I screamed and cried from the pain, that was all I felt as he pumped his cock in and out of my pussy. The tears were flowing from my eyes, and all I felt was pain, no pleasure at all. This was not what other women had told me it would. And it wasn't until the bottom two drawers, that I finally found what I was looking for.I was amazed at all the lingerie my mom had. There were a lot of colors and there was lace, cotton, and satin. There were teddies, babydolls, and number of panties and bras. As I looked through them I found a black lace babydoll with a blue skirted bottom made of satin. I just had to try it on and I took everything off right there.I put it over my head and put my hands through the straps and let it fall down.