He also never once tried to come on to me, or any other girl he spoke to for that matter. And that became a problem for me, too… I soon discovered t...at I would feel a twinge of jealousy rising up inside of me whenever I would see Michael talking to and/or smiling at some other, oh hell, any other girl on campus besides me. Another thing that began to bother me was the fact that I always found myself getting lost in the sound of his beautiful voice, every time I heard him sing with his band at. Just the act of living on my part took away from him and he never was short on reminding me. Do you know why I don’t use my full name? My given name is Giovinezza Perduta Benilli. My name actually means Lost Youth. He never wanted me to forget what I had done to him by just existing.”As she finished taping up the last of the bandages, she said, “That was one of the saddest things I've ever heard. I am so very sorry.”She continued to clean the blood from his arm then pulled off his shirt.. Decent. More than decent, it was actually really good for student work."Do you like it?"I turned to face my redhead. I cleared my throat a little too loudly and stammered out that I did. "It's quite good. I like the use of found wood, and especially what the artist did with it." I was staring at the freckles on her cheekbones. "Um, is it yours?" Yep," she replied with that serene smile. "It's the first time I've tried something like this. Wasn't sure how it would come out."I was just beginning. I wrote some ideas for the ceremony on a pad and hid it under my mattress so Mom would not see it.The next day after practice I found Jackie waiting for me at her car. We kissed and then she drove me home.The rest of the week was uneventful with Jackie and I talking for a while every night. Finally, on Friday night we went to the football game and then went out to get something to eat.“Kitten, you look worried about something. Please, tell me so I can see if I can help you at all.”“Sorry,.