He could at least tell her he loved her, because that much was true. While he was being truthful, and since there was no point denying it any more, he...might as well confess a few more things to her. "Brit, I love you more than you could possibly imagine. The reason I've been cold toward you," he said, "is because I'm attracted to you in ways I shouldn't be. I was afraid of lowering my guard because I could end up..." Doing exactly what you did to me?" Brit giggled. "Good. I'm glad you let down. " Gwen informed me."No I didn't know, but I'm not surprised. It seems people constantly come and go from my life. It usually has nothing to do with me, they just seem to drift in and out. I guess their own real lives get in the way of their life with me." Hello, Ms Stone?" the nurse asked, saving me from any further self pity."Yes Ma'am that's me." I replied."I have your written instructions here and your file has been called in to the Administration office. Someone should be up shortly to do. She got slightly nervous when she saw one woman having sex in the open with two guys wearing patches, and a second playing pool wearing nothing but lingerie. “Don’t mind the hookers, ” Scooter offered, “well, one’s my buddy's wife and the other is her sister, but you get the idea.”“Where’s Corin?” Alyx yelled over the blaring music, sipping her beer. “She’s home, want me to call her? She said you are one of the hottest girls she’s ever seen too, by the way. She would love to hang out with. "Yes, I agree with Arthur and Lancelot that this is no longer a good place for us." said Emory, "Though I believe that the time is not right for a departure. I cannot tell you, why... the future has become cloudy." Emory paced away from the conversation muttering something to him self."Pray, excuse Emory." Arthur said, "When he gets into one of these moods there is little we can do to bring him out of it. Truthfully, I think he fears that which he has no control over, and that sets him to.