He came around to help with the k**'s events and homework. On the nights that our parents couldn't help, he stayed with them while I went to visit Mat....I now recognize that this was the beginning of my downfall. I had no idea what was going on, but at the time, needed any help I could get. With Matt not around, I was on overload pretty much every day with no outlet for my sorrow.After about two months, Jim invited me out for dinner on a Friday night. The k**s were all going to spend the night. . really" echoed in my mind. - Would I? No... Definitely not, how could I even think such a thing? He really was very good looking and he was still watching me with those lustful eyes... absolutely not. I turned back to Paul and I could read disappointment on his face, he really wanted me to have sex with this man. No... Definitely not. But to my utter amazement I realised that I’d said "ok."It had taken almost no time at all from my venomous "no" to my soft "ok." The whole cafe seemed to have. It was plugged in with an 8 hour tape.I went to the secluded patio and tipped the window blinds so I could get a view in while she would think they were closed. I then decided to not stay in the patio- I opted to go inside and hide in the closet in our room. That way if anything went on I might get a better view. I cleared everything out and created my viewing spot.An hour later Sara came home and was alone, no son in tow, I could tell because she arrived and went straight for the phone in the. After a few more questions Cole was slowly coming around to the idea, but still wanted to know more. "Look, can you untie me, and we can talk about this properly. What exactly does this operation do? Is it safe?" asked Cole."Sorry, if we untie you then you're chance for the operation and to be with Zara disappears. This is a one time offer, your choice is we let you go now, and live without ever getting to have sex with Zara again. Or stay and get the operation, allowing you to be a couple.