Your comments have made me bare all my secrets. Now I am going to narrate my second encounter with kamli which I had experienced just a couple of year... after college before my marriage. I was 26 years old then. Just to recall how kamli looked. Kamli, my best friend got married 7 years ago, she has two sons. Off late I became very interested in her and wanted to fuck her. I wanted to make the wildest sex with her and used to masturbate in her thoughts. Her husband was in a private job at a lower. The worst was that it was on-line, hence it would neverdisappear and was probably distributed worldwide. I felt a mixture ofshame, humiliation and anger. My face went red and I ran out the school.I couldn't face anyone that day.I began crying and had to sit in a bench at a bus stop. I was stillangry, but I was crying because I realized that door was closed to me. Iremembered my youth days and knew teenage boys valued only two things inteenage girls: either virginity or experience. As that film. “But, you’re behind in your rent payments.”“I know, Stephen, and if you could just be patient with me, I can get it paid. I’ve got some money coming into my account soon and-,”Stephen cut me off. “I’ve been patient enough already, Elaine. C’mon love, this is my bread and butter, if you don’t pay me, then I don’t eat.”“I am good for the money,” I told him.“I don’t want to have to evict you, Elaine.”“Stephen please,” I said. I could feel myself becoming more and more desperate and flustered.. But certainly Pete brings them out with me so wonderfully and beautifully that it is simply heaven to share our most deepest desires and wants.Like yesterday when he called after work (we plan to live together shortly by the way) I cooked him Paella and afterwards we had a knickerbocker glory which he always enjoys, says it sets him up right for our wonderful sharing of body and soul.Then afterwards, with me doing the washing up in the kitchen he always does it to me and I adore it, he comes up.