I want Casey. I want to dream of her again. Maybe I will tonight if I go to sleep thinking about her… -Nic P.S OH! Mum has been changed to nightshif... which should be good. So she’ll be home when I get back from work during the week. We could go out to the movies during the day when she isn’t working and I’ll see her more. I have weird hours at work and I hardly ever see her now. She wasn’t really happy ’bout the shift change, but she’s contracted to do whatever they dictate so she can’t really. I did feel bad hearing about her dad dying. I knew she was close to him. My life at least has straightened out. I work for a computer firm and also do repairs on my own. I'm glad I went to Silicon Valley for the training. I know I could never have gotten that kind of knowledge here. They had the best programmers in the world out there.My life is finally turning around for the better. Hopefully no more stupid mistakes for this guy. I have my little miracle Carly who's been through hell for her. Matt suddenly looked up to find a middle aged man walk past them. He broke off the kiss with Jane but it was obvious the man noticed his fingers up her skirt. The man headed towards the drinks machine.“Wonder if he spots your knickers?” asked Matt. Jane giggled, “Or your spunk on the floor,” she replied.Matt watched as the man got himself a drink. He seemed to pause. Matt watched him as he picked up the knickers. The man looked at both of them, then at the knickers. The man walked back down the. She knew that when the 3 months was up, she would not be able to go back to him. Her heart didn't feel the same as it once did. When she met Lloyd, she had been naïve about the D/s lifestyle and even far more about men in general. However, she said to herself, why should this be a surprise to me? My god, I'm only 18. What the hell do I know about men at 18? I was naïve to think that I would know anything about them, she thought to herself. However, she also thought a lot about Duke.Duke was a.