"You can't go or something?" Uh, well I was sorta going to skip practice," I said slowly, trying to think really fast.I was going to Beaverton, and I ...eeded a ride, but going with Jane? She might want to see me kiss Julie, just cause it would make her feel excited or bad, or something, but what would Julie think? She would freak out, I told myself, that's what she would think. Unless Jane was just like a friend of mine, not a girlfriend at all, then maybe...But that wouldn't work, I told. The shower stopped. A few minutes later Emily walked into my room, all rosy cheeked from the hot water. Her hair was hidden underneath a towel, and she wore her white cotton bathrobe. "Ready?" she asked.It didn't seem necessary to answer her. She loosened the belt of her robe, and shrugged her shoulders out of it. Underneath she was wearing a bra and panties. "You can put the robe over the back of my desk chair, Em." She turned to put it down, then turned back to face me."You realize I'm doing. “You wont let me get my legs broken or anything?” I looked into those eyes, saw that ultimate helplessness and submission, and I felt my dick just turn to stone as I thought of those eyes, streaked with tears and wide with pain, looking up at me during a blowjob. “Don’t worry,” I said, “everything will be just fine.” After another couple Js and a few shots, she was more than ready to go anywhere. Cole and me stayed mostly sober, so we could drive them all. Cole took Laura, Tyler, and Samm in. He kept looking at her during sermon, not doing anything more than a smile or smirk that dad and John picked up on, dad asked mom did she notice and she slipped him the note, it read the minister has found out about your talent for sucking black men's cocks, wants you to come to At Risk black youths meeting tonight, be sure to dress special for him. She wrote that dad slipped note to John then slid his hand up her leg and squeezed her cunt, John did same after reading note, mom wrote she looked.