"I didn't believe in the power of chaos like the rest of you." I go on. "I only wanted to help you." I know little one. It was what saved me. What mad... me go on." He smiles at me, really smiles. I had never seen that before."You ... have changed, more than looks." I say softly but, am still suspicious, I can't help it. My life was turned into a living hell because I dared to care about this man."I am what I should have been had I taken a different path. It is allowed." Vashe sounds so sad and. "Do you suppose he meant that as a pun? Marcy asked herself silently."But," he continued, "a starring role will get you a couple of grand, easy, maybe more."Jamal and Kamon looked at each other and smiled."Where do they come for the screen test?" asked Jamal."I have a small studio just down the hall," he said, turning to the two women. "Ladies shall we say about eight o'clock?" Why at night?" inquired Nikki, as if she had to ask."I am busy on the sets of my pictures during the day, but if you'd. They all had to know that he had acted like a baby. How was he going to face them?As he sat up, he heard steps moving quickly down the hallway. The door banged open.“Don’t you dare, Jacob Fielding,” Leanne barked. “Don’t you cheapen good, honest grief by pretending it is something infantile.”“But what will they think?” he said, cringing at the whining tone he could not stop.“They will think that you are a human being who loves his mother, who hurts for a damaged woman, who wishes he were a. I’d give it up to Kevin if he let me, but he’s gay as can be, so there’s no dice on that front. I also think that Demy has found his niche in terms of sodomy. He’s a bottom, through and through. Kevin has definitely brought that out in him.Anyway, oddly enough, Amanda is becoming a lot nicer to all of us suddenly, even being sweet to Charlie and Jeanne! She’s certainly gotten much kinder to Demy. The funny part is that she seems to be very hot for certain teachers as well. She’s only fifteen,.