After a few seconds I discovered that kiss her, she arched like a cat with pleasure. Margo frankly was enjoying my closeness. I wanted to caress her a... she caressed me, but I hesitated. I was afraid that she would guess about my inexperience, and that inexperience hurt me to please her really. Her body trembled in anticipation.I closed my eyes and dropped my head to her anus and pussy. She had shaved them, leaving a little hair at the pubic hair, the taste of her smooth beautiful skin there. Then I saw mom’s naughty side for the first time when she said –Mom: Ali, lay in bed. I will take charge.While he was lying down, my divorced mom started by letting him suck her nipples and press her boobs hard. She was moaning-Mom: Aahh honey..Suck them hard.Then she too started giving him love bites on the neck and manly nipples. His cock was rock hard. Then mom went right down on his cock, grabbed his balls, and started licking his balls and sucking his cock. He was moving her face up and. Don’t look like that. I’m not depressed. Relieved. Happy even, if that’s at all possible. Fear of loss is so much harder to bear than the loss itself. I ache each day for him but it is nothing compared to the ache I felt when he was alive. Don’t cry and don’t pretend you too are not a little relieved. Who’s being cruel? You held my boy at arms length, fearful to get too close. He accepted me as I am, as only a child can, and you could not. And always, always you let the fact he was not yours. M. and I accepted their offer. Upon arriving I was met with a healthy handshake from Rick and a big hug from Donna. Donna has shoulder length jet black hair and blue eyes; Rick’s hair is short and not as black as Donna’s but close. We went into the living room and sat down and Donna asked if I would like some iced tea which she and Rick had a glassful and I said yes, please. We talked for it seemed like an hour, discussing our likes, dislikes, turn on's, turn off's and some of our experiences..