Just to tease him I gave him a little tongue and we kissed for a couple of minutes and he tried to get me into the car to make out with him. I told hi... that I couldn't because you would be home soon and would be expecting dinner to be ready."The next morning at work Marsha told me that she had seen me kissing Amos and she told me to be careful and not fall into the trap and I asked her what trap. She smiled and said that she had heard that once you go black you would never go back. I knew that. Smita went down to his make shift office space & the pc was on. There were some legal document he was working on & nothing else. She was disappointed she was hoping she might find something exciting & that could lead to the dream seduction, she always fantasized about. But there was nothing… she started downloading the music when suddenly there was a bling sound & a window popped up. It was an ongoing chat session. Smita saw that & her eyes lit up. Grandpa was chatting online before taking the. After the tiring sex we had i woke up in the morning alone there is no one in my room. I got confused. I started to think i fucked my mom in dream or real? I was nude when i woke under the bed there was my mom’s panty which fell down in our mate time. So i was happy . I am searched my mom in my room no sign of her so i went downstairs to hall after wearing a shorts and t-shirt . Many elders are sitting in our home and talking about something very serious one second i got scared. However after. If I could stare any harder through my binoculars, I'd be burning holes in her closed curtains. She's not there. She didn't watch me. Maybe she doesn't want me?I can't suppress the disappointment, the empty ache inside. What's the matter with me? I don't know her. She doesn't know me. Why would I expect her to come back to her window? She doesn't owe me anything, and I have no right to expect anything from her.All true. But I'm hurting. Did she not see? Did I time it wrong? Or is she disgusted.