“I can’t move my jaw!”Panic!“I can’t move my jaw!” Tears began to flow from Erin’s eyes.“Mrs. O’Dell!” The doctor raised his voice...to get her attention.“Mrs. O’Dell you have had your jaw wired shut for a long time. The muscles are weak. Now please calm down and take a few minutes. Take a deep breath and open your mouth, just a little.”Erins lower jaw move a small amount.“Good, now close and relax. Now open again. Good. Close and relax. Open again.”Each time the doctor asked Erin to open her. We did end up seeing each other a lot more while we were out though in social settings. She had started to see a guy who I thought was a real idiot – but it prompted me one day to text her. ‘So now that you’re with David, does that mean I should stop my awkward guy flirting?’ A text came almost immediately back, ‘Well, maybe you’re not the only one with an crush.’ I was floored. This beautiful, talented woman seemed to all of a sudden crack out of her shell. ‘What does that mean?’ ‘Well, maybe. In fact I like doin' IT (and I like Him too). I've been real glad that Master John told him to ride me. And momma and 'Ginia and I can sometimes talk about him because he used to ride them tooNeither Master John, Master Beau nor Master Abe has wives. They all live here at Belle Field — at least most of the time, and us slaves do the work they tell us to do. Mr. Beau has been on and off the plantation more than the other masters. That's because he goes to the big cities to do business, to buy. "Perfect. See you then".As I was packing my bag, I decided to wear a pair of tight fitting yoga pants with a sweat shirt over top. We had just planned on a night of grilling food, drinking beer, playing games. It would be a great escape.We pulled up to Sherrie and John's camp site just a few minutes before 4p. It was a nice place. It had three bedrooms and three bathrooms, a kitchen, living room. The outside deck stretched around the house. It was a beautiful place. Sherrie and John were.