Damn, we had used their plane to fly from South America to South Africa in the mission to kill the Prince.I had the company president’s number in my...cell phone. Alanza Fernando and I had met when I was Ambassador to Uganda; he was easy to get along with. BM&M had contracts in South America and most of Africa where it was safe. He was at a meeting I had to attend while I was in UgandaWe talked 30 minutes about a lot of things before I could direct the conversation to the abandoned mine. One of. ..! A couple of horned up emails and sexy banter later, a meet was arranged we agreed to neutral ground and share a cost of hotel in London! We meet in bar and hit it off was nervous as hell but excited too. Bottle of wine downed we headed to the room, it was my first time with a couple and they had more experience so felt was in good hands. In room we dimmed the lights and stripped to underwear...! Stood there in my pants John said 'Should we lead? .... Just lay on bed and close your eyes'I. I can't help but smile. Suddenly, beyond the next few trees, just off the path, I hear the sound of a man heavily breathing. I wonder if it's the same couple I saw on the bench, looking for a more private area to finish. If it is, I don't wish to interrupt a second time, but my curiosity is screaming at me to at least walk by to look.As I continue to walk along the path, I hear the heavy breathing louder, then catch as if not wanting to be discovered. By that, I know he's seen me. I turn to see. It saddened me that James Anderson had to die for that to come about. Had I failed Kate and my children because James Anderson lacked those qualities?As I nervously fidgeted, I thought about the last few months and my new and blended family. Amazingly the relationships between six unrelated people living together had jelled beautifully – well actually it was eight. I had hired a live-in cook, and then added a driver bodyguard for my girls. And if you counted the ever-present and indispensable.