They are very close and since Dawn’s 40th birthday in July have become more than just friends as they are now lovers as well.Whilst Dawn has had an ...lmost conventional life, up to July 2014, Sandy has always been a bit fiery and wanted more from life hence the three divorces. It was not until early 2014 when her last divorce was finalised that she started to experiment by “playing the field” (as she calls it) and meeting, not just other men, but even women for sex. It was the sex with women. Unfortunately the double headed dildo wasn't hitting the spot so I option for one large butt plug and two medium sized vibrators. I squatted on the couch and lowered myself onto the butt plug. I could feel my ass stretch to accomodate its girth and I worked the two vibrators into my pussy. I can't come unless I am spread and stretched as far as I can go. I twisted and pulled the dildos into and out of my cunt. Slowly at first but soon my hand became a blur and my heart was beating so. Then from some random big cocked stud.So I did.Dressing sexy did cheer me up and I had a good time at the bar... getting hit on by a lot of guys and a couple of girls... but I didn't want sex. I just wanted to live my Cindy Lauper philosophy of just having fun and then going home and 'She Bopping'.One more crazy thing about me... I had never come from sex... ever. I always had to finish myself off. This was something Karen had often promised she could fix in ten minutes if I gave her the. If She wanted to kill me with Her Love, then I would die the happiest man to ever live. Her Love was all that I would ever need. I knew that now. Human companionship would make me happy, but no one would ever take her place. This didn’t diminish my love for Megan or Chandra, but it did put it in perspective. I could live without either of them but not without Kassandra. Their absence did and would hurt but I would eventually recover. I could not foresee a way for me to live and not be Loved by.