I'd been fantasizing about Cherie since Dad had told us abouther, but before this evening I'd only ever seen her from a distance in school.This would ...e up- close.Stephanie and I were sitting in the lounge, waiting. I kept zapping channelson the TV."What the fuck are you so keyed up about, moron?" Asked Steph. "Sheisn't coming over to see you."She always talked to me this way. She'd been pissed off in general sinceMom had left, but she reserved the worst of her bile for me. It was. Tears came to my eyes, as you utterly stunned and captured me. “I’d very much like to kiss you,” I whispered to you. “At last,” you sighed. I wrapped my hands in your curls and drew your face to mine. Your extraordinary eyes widened at the feel of our lips meeting. Those first moments exist in my mind as separate freeze frames even as they go by in a blur. Moans came from both of us, our cheeks were wet with tears; yours? Mine? You were not shy and your tongue sought mine. Your response. At this point, my girlfriend, Martha is giving me unsettling looks as if saying to me: ‘You perverted little scum bag.’ Breaking the whole disturbing reality of it, I dodge into the closet. ‘I got something, check this out’ I take out the Blood Board, a quija board if you will but apparently the thing works. It was giving to me by a friend that bought it off of some guy in Mexico. ‘What is it?’ Patten asks while in between sucking on Jen’s neck. ‘It’s ugly Rubin’ Martha says suddenly. . Even with a blow job, really deep in her neck where there can't possibly be any nerve endings or whatever trips a girl's trigger. Number 6 is - I come, it makes her come.I wonder if it works in reverse.23.56 Sunday 4th July 2004I have decided to take a leaf out of Celia's book, and just go with the flow. I can't pretend to understand what is happening, but what can I do? Trot along to the local hospital and ask if they have any specialists on impossible body penetrations? Sure. The more I think.