When we where both naked, I rose and took her in my arms. My cock was already hard and I started to kiss my wife. Then I placed her on our bed, still ...issing her. I started to kiss her on her chin, down her neck and finally got to her lovely breasts. While massaging one breast I started sucking hard on the nipple of the other breast. Her nipples were hard and stood right out, just as her sisters did earlier that day. When she began to moan I started to kiss her body, moving slowly down to her. And perhaps wish it would happenfor you too. As a sissy crossdresser it is like a fantasy or dream cometrue but in a way I never could have imagined. This happened in2017...from early July until late September.I've been fascinated with breastfeeding and lactation for a long time asa curiosity bordering on a fantasy/fetish I suppose. Perhaps due to myhaving a sissy personna and the need to be nurtured and caredfor/mothered? My wife Julie, who is much younger than me, knows this andI've often. There was music on and it was warm and quiet, I could see Mia had here eyes closed and I could see her pussy very clearly eben in the dim light. it was nice and clean with no hair (like ours) and I could just see the top of her clit where her lips parted but nothing else as she has a neat pussy. After about 10 mins I let my arm drop down onto her arm and slowly started to tickle her and run my nails along her arm and just to the side of her boobs, immediately her nipples grew very hard, she has. I want to know when my wife will make love with me again." Jesus, you are so selfish!" Ouch! That statement is the trigger. "I'm selfish? You know ... you don't get to decide all by yourself that I'm going to live a life of celibacy AT FORTY YEARS OLD!"For a second, I think she's going to slap me. Her eyes shoot daggers before she spins on her heels and stalks away. Damn it to hell! I promised myself I wouldn't let this turn into another fight, and it did. I feel punched in the gut from her.