I know it’s time. I get up off my knees and turn away from you again. I know my role. You need to have control and I just took some of it from you. ... know of your past and if I were anybody else, it would be different. I wore the stockings and the heels just like you prefer. You tease me with your cock and I wiggle my ass. You grip my hips so firmly I nearly lose balance. Instead of taking me slow and deep this evening, you plunge right in. I barely have time to grasp what’s going on when I. Our love-making became less and less frequent. I'm sure his finding my 9-inch dildo didn't help matters in that regard. I tried to tell him that the dildo was not meant to replace him in any way, but that there were physical needs that I had to have fulfilled. I tried to convince him that my using the dildo was my way of remaining faithful to him while I satisfied those needs. Looking back on it, I think we both knew that I was, in essence, telling Mat that he could no longer meet my needs, but. I’m not sure. I’m feeling so close to the people in the Circle that I wanted to do just what they do. Everyone here seems so ... balanced and sane. The ones I’ve talked to are looking forward to the events; they aren’t upset about the potential of sex with people they’ve barely met. One woman told me she knew she’d feel more loved when it was over. I guess the lover of my lover is my lover.”“You don’t think you’ll feel used?”“No. These are people that will care about me in many ways. I know. You moaned softly reaching a hand between your legs and taking a hold of my cock. You rub my shaft for a short while before informing me I really needed to search deeper. With that you guide the tip of my cock past your wet panties till I'mtouching the entrance to your pussy. Marvelling in the fact that I am about to mount a gorgeous woman whom Ido not know and who obviously thinks I am someone else has mý cock throbbing. You remark on how hard mý cock feels as you release your grip and.