Living your life with 154 other men in extremely close quarters is, however, very difficult unless you are comfortable in your own skin. Privacy is pr...ctically nonexistent on a sub, even one the size of the Ohio. When we would go out on patrol, we would carry enough food for approximately 60 to 90 days and could travel anywhere in the world, underwater, completely undetected, which meant that for at least 60 days we would not see the sun. In fact that was our primary reason for being. We were. Why don't you take your shower? Here, give me your clothes and I'll take care..." I could see that something had dawned on mom about what had happened to me.There was no way around it. I surrendered. She unbuckled my pants and pulled them down my legs. My shorts followed and they caught on my extended dick which had risen once again.She looked up at me and then helped me off with my shirt. Her eyes held mine a moment, full of compassion and devoid of anything resembling rebuke."Sorry, Charley,. ‘I miss you both so much. There is never a day where I don’t think of you, I’m so sorry about that night. It shouldn’t have been you who died, but me instead. It’s my god damn fault if today you’re six feet under.’ Tears were streaming down my face, the pain I felt in my chest was unbearable. ‘I should have listened to you, please forgive me, I love you both so much and I feel so lost without you here with me.’ I was now sobbing uncontrollably, I couldn’t talk anymore, and the lump in my throat. "Their fine Gloria. Would you like to use the ladies room before we go?" She stopped dead and I bumped into the two soft cheeks of her ass. "Ooopppps! Excuse me. I didn't mean to run into you!"She just turned and mumbled an apology and the look on her face told me everything I needed to know."Yes I would like to powder my nose, if you don't mind waiting." Certainly." I said out loud. "Take your panties and bra off while you're in there if you want to" I said with my mind.Five minutes later.