I've fantasised about it for years. I'm sorry I kissed you. That was pushy and I didn't mean it. It was kind of uncontrolled, you know? Like, spur of ...he moment." Uncontrolled is fine with a willing partner. But I wasn't willing. And I won't be. It isn't you I want, Kendra." Elaine could hardly believe her ears. It was the clearest and most forthright she'd managed with her roommates. She could feel herself blushing all over again.Kendra hadn't noticed. She was in her own world. Her shoulders. I am a virgin and haven't done a whole lot with boys and am so unsure what to really expect. I of course have watched porn but that is so unrealistic to go off of. I run my fingers over my breasts, teasing my nipples. My breasts are a nice size coming in at 34C. They fit my body perfectly. My nipples are so sensitive and more so with the hot water teasing them. One hand stays playing with my nipple as the other goes down to enjoy my swollen clit as I begin to think of Mr. Helmer in the bath. The receptionist greeted me in silence as I strolled past, my rubber soles squeaking along the marble floor and a wary security guard monitoring my presence with grim suspicion. Once the elevator had taken me to the right floor my craning heart began to [beat] – somewhat in the manner of an iridescent seaside toilet. The hotel corridors were long, silent and stared far into the distance with doors and lights which guarded the gaudiness against darkness and shadow. I found the. ‘Good to see your humor starting to return. The Doctor said you could be released tomorrow. I brought you your dinner tray. Hospital food, clear liquids all, I am afraid. And then afterwards, I have a surprise for you.’ His turn to look mischievous. He adjusted the bed so that I was sitting up more fully and then he did an amazing thing! He started feeding me himself. The room felt less like a hospital room then, a more intimate tone being set. Very carefully he watched me as I took those.