I struggled for a bit, and finally admitted to myself that I had enjoyedmy day, that in fact I couldn't remember the last time I had been sorelaxed wi...hout needed crippling levels of alcohol.Then I took a look at my life up to that point, and realized that for allthe time I had spent being a man, I had in fact been playing the part ofa man, rather than being one. I had taken "manliness" to an extreme -living on lauger and spicy Indian food, going out of my way to be asrowdy and messy as I could. Please, come into my home. Sit down, relax you must.”“Thank you, Master,” Malik replied, stepping into the makeshift hut with Serra. Though it was cramped for the two adult Jedi, neither of them cared as they sat on the floor of the vessel.“Master, I feel you’ve chosen a great place to hide,” Serra said as Yoda joined them. “None of the Empire’s agents would ever think to find you here.”“Indeed, Serra. Full of life, this place is. And it also possesses other… unique qualities that enable. He had bought a car but there should have been a lot left. He said he hadn’t got any money. He tried to sell his car but couldn’t. Iestyn took the job in Africa because he had no other way of paying the doctor.’ Cerys stopped talking and reached for a glass of water beside her bed. As she sipped it I noticed that a tear was rolling down her cheek. Blodwen reached out and held Cerys hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. ‘It’s OK,’ Cerys said. ‘It was long ago. For a while I hated Ewan. I couldn’t. I felt a strange surge of exhilaration admixed with fear atthat point. In some ways, John was requiring of me the veryfulfilment of my fantasies ? to be a woman with someoneelse. Yet I still felt vulnerable. I sensed though that hefelt I was scared and the HE was in control. As timeprogressed I felt in control but decided to play along asthough I was at his mercy.I pretended to reluctantly ask him what he wished me to do."Anything, just act all sissy."I sauntered sexily to him and up close.