I turned and gazed into her beautiful eyes. She fixed me with a long penetrating stare. We locked eyes and she stared into my innermost being. After a...full minute during which we were motionless, she continued to touch me and her eyes got glassy. Eventually, she said, "You have been in pain, it is healing and soon you'll have only good memories and feelings. You have replaced one lost love with more than one – several. You know of loss, love, intimacy, and..." She paused, and added in a. I get in position and she grabs my butt plug and slides it out of my butthole. They gasp as she sets it down. It's two and a quarter inches thick and almost as big as the dong she is going to replace it with. Someone says, he just wears that up his ass all day? I can't believe he was just sitting there with that up his butt. She couldn't tell. My wife lines up the strapon and pushes, it slides in and feels great. Inch by inch it goes up my asshole till it is buried completely. My wife strokes. I called Ricky. "Ricky, I would like to talk to you about last night." I was just about to call you, Annie. Thought I'd let you get some rest. You had a rough night." How rough?" Would you like me to show you?" What?" It's on video tape." Oh my God, I thought, what had I done? "Can you walk over to the athletic complex?" he asked "Nobody is here but me. Go in the ground level door that says Employees Only. I'll leave it open for you."Twenty minutes later Ricky gave me a tour of the 8,000 square. Walking felt very natural.He had changed while I was getting dressed. The sweats were gone, replaced with a white polo shirt and slacks. His shoes were shiny black wingtips. He looked like a hunk. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad. He had a small bottle of nail polish, which he applied with obvious ease, blowing each finger dry afterward."Have you ever wondered what it's like on the other side?" His question caught me off guard."Doesn't everyone? Never thought I'de find out though." Of course not..