But I could not be around the cheaters not on any level. And a cripple and ugly: the kids would distance themselves from me in the end without the two...of them even having to try to keep me at arm’s length. No, the children were lost to me too.The man had money. I could envision the possibility that she would be trying to hunt me down when she found out that I hadn’t signed the divorce papers. I’d made up my mind about that; no contact that was the ticket. I would just disappear from the radar.. . could hide me.Here I am, and I don’t have a choice,I can’t stop that voice inside me.Love never goes away.It plays on like a song.”ADAM & MILLY “Love never goes away ... I hold youAnd I know where I belong.”She hits that final Bflat and I’m in tears!I turned Carol towards me and pull her up against me ... we hold each other just looking into each other’s eyes, and as I hear the final 16 bars of music. I pull her face to mine and planted a kiss on her, the kind that could last a. By that I mean when something bothers me, I don't sit around and stew about it ... I react at once and say what I feel. Sometimes that's good. I have some buddies I talk to, and when a bump in the road comes along, they worry and worry at it—like a dog gnawing at a bone, making themselves upset over something that usually turns out to be trivial.I like to think of the problems that arise in life and in a marriage as a storm. Forgetting to stop at the store was like a gentle spring rain. Losing. The Nymphs had got some plates and topped up the glasses. We started to eat.The topic of conversation during dinner was all about photography, editing and ideas about what the Nymphs wanted to learn. At this stage they had made no mentioned as to their real intention of setting up a porn web site. It was getting on to about 9:30pm.“Goodness, is that the time?” exclaimed Liz. “I must get going. Got any early start at the surgery tomorrow.”With that we all stood up and walked to the front.