Ramon would leave his seed inside me many times; I wondered whether, as my body absorbed more and more of his semen, I would change more and more unti...… until what?Until it was time to tell my husband? To tell Ramon’s wife?Or take the easy, cowardly option of keeping it a secret, illicit affair?*“Wow! Irene,” my husband said as I flopped forwards onto the bed. “That was amazing. It’s years since we’ve done it like that!”It was indeed years. In the days before Ramon, I had thought doggy-style. " I said, trying to remember what I'd planned to say to her the night before. "I'm sorry ... I shouldn't have done that..."She shrugged, "it happens..." Well ... it shouldn't have ... not where you would see it. I'm sorry." Fine, Mom. It's fine."An uncomfortable silence followed and I tried to fill it with idle conversation. "Any plans today?" Her brother was going to stay at Donnie's until Sunday. I flashed to what my hallucination had said, that Donnie and my son were fooling around with. In and out. My heart beats faster and I rub my hand against my briefs and press on my cock. I'm throbbing so hard it hurts. I don't know what to do. I want to touch you so bad, I want to feel your skin under my fingers. I lean down and get close to your naked stomach. I smell your skin. It smells delicious. Sweet and flowery. I gently kiss your stomach, right next to your belly button. You moan and stir gently and I almost panic and run, but you don't seem to wake up.This is so wrong. I turn. Liked it? I loved it! Your friend okay though right? Yeah, dont worry, shes on the pill. Not what I meant but good to know. We got wild eh. How old is she? 16. 16! Fuck! Really? Yeah. Shes 16. SHIT! Nice. Well, we better make sure she wont tell nobody. No worries dad. Shes all paid for. Fuck. Son whered you get her? You fuck her before? I know her from by Snr. She fucks for money. We fucked before. (I was obviously lying to prolong the conversation. Damn, my son turning into a big man. How come.