"What if I ... um ... helped you relieve your sexual stress? Not by having sex, of course," she said, hurriedly, "but by helping you, sometimes, while...you masturbate."His eyes went as round as saucers."It would give you some attention from me, so you wouldn't be so jealous of Bob," she said. "And it would make it easier for you to survive what Mandy is doing to you."There it was. She'd put it out there, for better or for worse. It was wrong, taboo, illegal, even. But it was the only way she. Get additional bullets from Hollerith Sr. on the way.Oh. Yeah ... Figure out how to stop a kidnapping. Did I mention that we have no real idea on exactly where or when it's going down?We made arrangements for Sonny to stay with Midnight and Ramon. Gone were the carefree days when I'd just leave some food out for him to 'share' with the raccoons. When we drove off, he still gave me that 'What do you mean, you're not taking me?' look.Arti dragged me to a meeting with Astrid Little Feather. She. I wasn't really worried he could handle himself. I got ready for school, looking in the mirror at my 5'4" tall average weighted body I thought of what this year could hold instore. All i could think of was the developing girls and the parties that included sex and beer. What a thought it was such a thought I had gotten myself hard. Now I thought with no brother in the room i could finnaly masturbate. I'll save the details but after i gotten myself off i walked to my bus stop and waited. As the end of the day approaches I once again find myself watching her and waiting, looking for that delicate smile or a twinkling of her eyes as recognition. The smile on her face as she leaves masks a slight headache and sadness. No, not sadness, perhaps maybe missing something that she doesn’t yet realize. I finish my own work and change over to go home and hope to see her again later that night. During my drive home, I replay the days events, some good some bad. Making mental notes of the.