My whole existence, my whole reason for living was gone. And yet I survived … I kept returning to this barbaric world that had once, so long ago, ca...led to me. I wore other collars and I served other men but something within me was dead. I had well hidden a torn and bleeding heart beyond a tall wall of thorns and dared anyone to try to even come close. I became almost untouchable, throwing myself in my studies, determined to become the best, the most desired yet the most elusive. Maybe I. At that moment, laying exhausted and drained, and holding her tiny infant in her arms, Maya felt like was going to be O.K. after all. For the three month of her daughter’s life she tried to juggle school and being a new mother, but it was too much pressure. She was used to having fun on the weekends with her friends, rather than having to take care of a child. Her grades had always been consistently good, but had started to slip that year. Now they broke the bottom of the bell curve. She. I walked out onto the basketball court floor and looked up, wondering if she'd be walking around the top level of the gym. She wasn't.Was she still in the women's locker room? I decided to check it out, and as I moved closer to the locker room door, my mind started going bonkers with scenarios of her slipping on some water and hitting her head on a sink, or being attacked by someone hiding in there.I shoved the locker room door open, only to be greeted by another. I pulled it open and saw an. I went into the hand cap stall, undressed, slipped on 1" black and gold pump, a wig and sat and waited. After about 5 minutes a guy came in and sat in the next stall. A slipped my finger under the stall and did the old foot tapping. I got a response instantly, He asked to come in and I immediately obliged. In walked a college hunk of man, 5'8" at least, muscular, toned, blonde hair and I asked his age, 23, He dropped his shorts, had no under wear and out popped a 7" curved piece of manhood,.