" she started. "Shut up." Rashid took the glass from my hand and waved me off. "Go do your housework." As I walked to the door, I heard him yelling at...her. "Two years. Two years, we've been together. You've made how much money? I take ten percent for rent! That's it! Why do you have to keep sticking your nose in where it doesn't belong?" "I know, I know, what can I say? I'm a soft touch." Rashid calmed down and laughed. "I know, I know. I shouldn't have let you book today. This one is in. The room glowing from the light of a pair of candles. The candle stands set on either side of you. The glowing light starts to make your skin glisten as you begin to perspire. With the clamps taking their toll, I lean in close and whisper, “We are just beginning little one, hold on tight.”As I stand, I have a switch. Like the kind Grandma used to make me get from a bush outside, to teach me her lessons when I was a bad child. I continue the walk-around and stop to one side of you, just behind. I really do. I try dating, but it ends when things get physical. It is a repeated scene with each man. Things get heated, I feel something, but not the same arousal as with my trees. I grow self-conscious. I think he thinks something is wrong with me. I shut down. He leaves. I masturbate to take care of my sexual needs. I live with an emptiness inside though. Of course, I miss that skin-to-skin contact with a man.~~August 2, 2019I kiss Edward goodbye and walk down the trail to my car, parked in. His load was just as big as either one of the others and he made her clean him off and suck him dry using nothing but her mouth and tongue."Did you like that bitch?" said Renford as he laughed at her still kneeling on the ground."Yes, master." She really didn't want this to continue, but was afraid of what might happen if she said anything he didn't want to hear."You want us to do it again don't you, Ashley?" Yes, master." She hoped he wasn't serious and was quite relived when he told her to.